January 05, 2012

Echoes From the Past

Echoes from the past

I held my breath when he told me "we need to talk"...
I hold my breath each time anyone tells me "we need to talk"....
Of fear
Of past talks
Of the urgency to run
Of the knowing
...truly knowing
Even when it's only a lie I continue to tell myself....
That he's going to say
It's over
It's not working
It's not enough
You're not enough
You'll never be enough
No you'll never be enough
And I create pain to feel
When it's not even rational
Or true
But that's not what he says
Not this time
Not last time
Not anytime
It's just me in my head hearing echoes from the past


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